Sunday, November 30, 2008

Demons in the City of LOVE

Sadly, so sadly, I mended that bridge just to be safe, I still wanted, still wanted, her touch against me, still wanted, still wanted, her lust against me. For all the world to admire. For all hearts to be mired. She was the fault line, and I welcomed the seismic activity. Ever so softly I said, don't be so anxious. Ever so softly I said, Respect is not earned through submission of flesh. If I ever love again, give me the strength to walk away. If I ever love again, give me the strength to know the difference between sheep and lamb. I still am, and am not, who I am.


my back hurts from the accident.
misery is all that grasps me.
a burden is all I'll be.
deep breathes.
count deep.


Sincerely,
hollow.
earth.